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Thursday, July 05, 2007
hey, wow so i haven't posted on this blog in quite some time. the other blogs i use aren't really for journal use, but more just to keep in touch with friends, so i guess that's one upside of xanga. i don't know who still uses this webspace still but whatev. i've got less than a year before my college carreer is oficially over and i am forced to move to a new chapter in my life. i dont know where in the country...or world, for that matter, i'll be, but i've still got a little time to figure that out. i'm back in boston for the remainder of summer for summer classes. i spent the first part of summer in argentina travelling and taking spanish classes. i loved it there, might be going back with my dad to climb mount aconcagua actually. i'm really looking forward to it, it's definitely something i've never done before.
other than that there aren't really any major updates in my life to make note of. but i think i'm going to start writing in here again. might be good to have somewhere i can put my thoughts into words.
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
so winter break was AMAZING! gosh i love travelling. for those of you that read this, i know you're waiting on a nifty little picture post from me, i'll work on posting that this weekend. for now i'm working on getting this semester's classes started off on the right foot =) which we all know is a good thing for me to do. lol.
and on that note, i better head out for stats lecture!
MUAH
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
AHHH, can't wait until finals are frickin over. blah....cooped up in a dorm room for days with no fun social time is a bit of a drag. lol.
eh, there will be plenty of time for relaxation and fun when it's all over, which is in 3 days. so soon!!!!! yay
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Friday, December 15, 2006
So, it has come to my attention today that at least one person actually still reads this blog of mine, so I figure I'll start writing on here again every so often. Life hasn't been too shabby, though it's finals week right now so there isn't much of a "life" to speak of other than an enormous amount of studying. But hey, that's nothing new in the life of a student. Dance has been going great. Jon has been choreographing and he's going to try to fly in to Boston and teach us what he's got, which will be great if he does make it in, not just for the choreo but it'll be nice getting to catch up with him.
In other news, I'm PUMPED for the winter break. It's definitely a much needed break away from the school drab. I'll only be home for a few days, for a majority of the break I'll be travelling in Peru with my parents, which will be tons of fun. I can't wait. Most of all, I'm sooo pumped to see old friends. It's been so long and I see them less and less as the years go by, so any chance I get is amazing.
Haha, for those of you that read my old entry, the poem....which sounded rather depressing. Yeah, that was a while ago, things weren't good then but everyone has their ups and downs, it's what makes life less dull. But things are good now, I went through my spat but I always get through them, nothing new.
Anyways, I guess I had better get back to my studies. I had a nice study break at Beijing with Corey and Chris, but alas, the time has come to stick my nose back into my books.
Take Care!
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
"Sick and Tired"
-written by me.
"I'm sick and tired of life.
I'm done.
Fuck living for myself, I only do what i need to do to keep my family happy.
Screw emotions and feeling, it's not worth it anymore.
I don't want to feel anything anymore, so from here on out, i'm numb.
I'm a machine that only does the task it's meant to do, and nothing more.
Even as I write this, my hands are shaky and my eyes are hurting from so many tears.
I can't even cry anymore because it hurts too much.
Why is society driven so much on status rather than what makes YOU happy?
Since when is it better to have high status and be miserable, than having mediocre status and being happy with your life?
It's been days since I've really slept or eaten well, come to think of it, I've had 2 meals in the past 2 days.
Life isn't worth it, if this is what it means to live.
I don't consider this to be life.
No more.
I'm sick and tired of this shit.
No more living for me. I'd rather just go through this fake idea of life as an emotionless and mechanical person.
At least that way society would approve.
Goodbye to the person I once was.
Hello mechanical world and hello to a person numb everything in it."
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<-- journey to the past // the future awaits -->
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Name: Hannah
Birthday: June 12, 1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Dance...every kind, i love it all(break, hiphop, jazz, ballet, ballroom, latin, modern). art, writing, singing, having a good ol' time with friends and family. life in general, b/c that much is a miracle to have.
Occupation: Student
Website: visit my website
AIM:  focuschick85
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